Wednesday, October 24, 2007

It has been a very long day. I had my check-up today and although my laboratory results were not that good I am not that worried, I know things are tough right now but I completely trust God that He will make everything perfect in His own timing, I just need to be more patient. After my check-up we visited my cousin in the nearby condo, she just gave birth to my new nephew and I was suddenly reminded that I may never have a chance to be a mother because of my health condition. I don't wanna be sad about it but I really am.

I'm starting to receive gifts and greetings from my friends and everyone was telling me "30 ka na, mag-asawa ka na noh" (you're thirty, get married now) the pressure is much greater now and I don't wanna think about it, it will just be a cause of a more emotional turmoil... Of course, I wanna get married someday maybe I'm a bit cynical about love at this point but the hopeless romantic in me is still hoping and waiting. I don't really know if I'm in love right now and I don't exactly know to whom but all I know is that there's someone who is constantly in my mind and at the end of the day I just want to be with him, I am just a fool and coward for letting him go.
A few days before my 30th birthday and I'm starting to feel the blues... care to cheer me up?


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At 6:12 AM, Blogger Miss Kurdapya said........
hope everything will be fine especially your health... don't be pressured when people around you tease you about getting married.. you're only 30 sis.. ganyan din ako dati.. but.. lilipas din yan..hehe.. i'm 36 and still enjoying life.. ( although.. ngayon ako na pre pressure..kasi walang gusto mang pressure sa akin!) kasi tatamaan sila! hehehe...

At 10:29 AM, Blogger Emmyrose said........
salamat sis, actually ayoko pa talaga mag-asawa ngayon ewan ko ba lilipas din talaga siguro 'to salamat sa comment

At 9:59 PM, Blogger Mary said........

I know your health issues have you concerned but remember, "for everything there is a season unto heaven."

Thank you for visiting my blog. I enjoyed meeting you and hope you will keep in touch.

Blessings and a Happy Birthday to you.

Mary (Ontario Canada)

At 4:00 PM, Anonymous Peter said........
This will not succeed in fact, that's what I suppose.
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