If I was the one you love. There’ll be no more tears of sorrow, only tears of joy. If I was the one by your side, you’ll never have a lonely night. If I was the arms you were embracing, I’ll give you so much love you’ll never ask for more. If I was the one in your life, I can’t even begin to tell you how beautiful our lives would be. If I could just have one wish, I’d wish you were mine. I would hold you near, kiss away your tears and love you like no other. You are the one for me, can I be the one for you?

You will never be mine. I guess it is simply not meant to be. She is there in your life and she holds your heart. The lonely nights I spent alone while you share your nights with her, this doesn't feel right. A friend is all you can see in me and I try to be just a friend but my heart knows otherwise you are more than just a friend to me. My heartbreaks every time you talk about her, my heart bleeds when you run to me and seek for advice. Am I betraying our friendship knowing that deep inside my heart I am wishing that you see me the way you see her.

If only I could be the one for you like you are the one for me. If I could just ask Cupid to make you love me, if I can be more than just a friend to you. I want to be beside you, to be near you, to reach you. Sometimes I wanna scream "I Love You" out loud. There are times I pray, that I’ll find the strength to tell you all the feelings that I try to hide. The raging emotions that’s been bursting in my head and hurting my heart. We are just friends and that’s enough for me. I’ll rather have your friendship than have nothing at all. But still I can’t help but wondering all the could’ve been if I was the one in your life.

===> The year was 2000 and he's been my guy bestfriend. Every pages of my diary has his name all over it. At first, we are just really friends but after some time we became closer and I suddenly found myself in love with him. It was rather difficult at that time since he had a girlfriend and I am just his bestfriend. So I tried concealing my feelings and let me tell you unspoken love truly is like poison it kills you inside. So, what now?? Seven years had passed and I am still his bestfriend and do I still love him?? Hmmmmmmnnn........

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Just wanna share one of my Taglish writing just a few years back.

Bakit Kaya Ikaw Pa?
By: Emmyrose©

Sa lahat naman ng pwedeng mahalin eh bakit kaya ikaw pa?

Ikaw na hindi dapat mahalin…
Ikaw na dapat kaibigan ko lang…
Ikaw na baka saktan lang ako…
Ikaw na baka may mahal ng iba…

Eh bakit nga kaya ikaw pa rin ang pilit na isinisigaw ng puso ko? Ang kulit di ba? Mahal nga kaya kita? O baka naman ah ewan, basta ang alam ko masasaktan lang ako pag patuloy kitang alagaan sa puso ko. I don’t wanna fall in love just yet, its the least of my priority right now, sobrang nde ko na kakayanin to have another heartbreak, pwede ba time-out muna, pero masisi mo ba ako kung slowly eh I'm falling for you?

Magulo talaga ang mundo. Kapag gusto ka, ayaw mo. Kapag gusto mo naman, ayaw naman sa’yo. Pero di ba mas masakit kung mahal mo, mahal ka... pero di naman pwedeng maging kayo??? *KABOOM* Ganun lang talaga yata… Blame it to the irony of life!

Minsan lang talaga bad trip yang’ love love na ‘yan. Iwasan mo, dating naman ng dating, ikaw lang din naman ang nahihirapan. Sundan mo, ikaw lang naman ang mapapagod at kung mamalasin ka, ikaw pa ang tatakbuhan ayun iiyak at masasaktan ka lang din. Ibigay mo ang lahat, just for the sake of love, ika nga, pero ewan kung bakit kulang pa rin. Nagpakatanga ka na, nagbulag-bulagan ka pa, minsan ginagago ka na at lahat, tiis ka pa rin ng tiis pero ayun iiwan ka din lang pala… Hmp!

Minsan naman hintay ka ng hintay, sobrang tagal pero willing ka pa rin to wait for “the One” ala Matrix, di ba?? Pero teka that was when nga ba?? Years ago?? Eh nakatrilogy na ito wala pa rin ang THE ONE na ‘yan. The clock is ticking pero walang sign na darating sya ever o baka naman na-traffic lang… (iconsole ba ang sarili?) Sana nag-MRT na lng sya di ba? O baka naman naligaw, alam mo na men has difficulty in asking directions… sunduin mo na lang kaya? O baka naman talaga you are one of those cursed ones that will spend their lives alone… old maid, spinster kumbaga oh my hindi kakayanin ng powers ko ‘yan!

Minsan naman kung hindi ka ba naman inaasar ng love na yan’ eh di assuming dumating na si “the One” sa buhay mo eh as in smooth sailing na lahat, hmm akala mo lang un’ pero Alas somebody came along na talagang nagpatibok ng matindi sa puso mo. Eh di “its sad to belong to someone else when the right one comes along” ang drama mo eh teka teka paano mo malalaman kung sya na nga ung “right One” this time? Hay naku! Icontinue natin ang drama, eh di naloka ang beauty mo guilty ka syempre kse committed ka na sa “assuming the one” mo pero may iba namang sinasabi ang puso mo. Worse, ung tinitibok ng puso mo eh mahal ka rin………………………………………….mahal ka rin as a friend nga lang! Ouch, kayskalap naman!

What now foolish heart? Are you just gonna blame it on love? Kung ba’t naman kse ok na eh, masaya ka na ulit despite all those heartaches you went through okay na, tanggap mo na, na talagang ganyan lang ang love na iyan. So you told yourself “time-out muna, pwede ba tantanan muna ako ng pag-ibig na ‘yan” *BOOM* unexpectedly eto ka na naman, pangalan pa lang kinikilig ka na, text message lang feeling mo nanalo ka na sa Miss Universe, eh paano na lang kung makita at makausap mo pa eh di nawindang ka na nang tuluyan… In love ka nga kaya? O baka naman naoverwhelm ka lang sa biglaang presence nya sa buhay mo? Are you willing to take the risk again? Or will you start freaking out the way you always do? Mahal ka rin kaya nya? Ah ewan, ayan confused na naman ang lola ko.. Hmp, bakit kasi ikaw pa? Sana, sana hindi na lang!

Ala Starstruck ang dating, you dream, believe and survive that’s what love is. When you’re not strong enough, you’re out but when you got the will to endure then you’re in. The question is "Is a deal or no deal?"

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I think this is so cute...

Head over to Dumpr to create this nice photos...

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Hello everyone!

Sorry for not visiting your blogs, I took advantage of the long weekend and had a splendid time in this beautiful hidden paradise.

I'm glad that I was able to relax, enjoy and unwind. Believe it or not I wasn't able to touch my laptop until today.

Well, I'm just waiting for our ride back home. More stories and photos when I get back. I'll visit your blogs soon!

Thanks for all your comments and tags!

God bless!

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Carrie: I'd like to think that people have more than one soulmate.
Samantha: I agree! I've had hundreds.
Carrie: Yeah! And you know what, if you miss one, along comes another one. Like cabs.

from SEX AND THE CITY, Unidentified Episode

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13 Weird Facts
(you're probably not aware of)

1. In 10 minutes, a hurricane releases more energy than all of the world's
nuclear weapons combined.

2. Thirty-five percent of the people who use personal ads for dating are
already married.

3. Only one person in two billion will live to be 116 or older.

4. It's physically impossible for you to lick your elbow.

5. Our eyes are always the same size from birth, but our nose and ears never
stop growing. - SCARY!!!

6. All polar bears are left-handed.

7. TYPEWRITER is the longest word that can be made using the letters only
on one row of the keyboard.

8. Butterflies taste with their feet.

9. On average people fear spiders more than they do death.

10. A snail can sleep for three years.

11. If Barbie were life-size, her measurements would be 39-23-33. She would
 stand seven feet, two inches tall.

12.  Women blink nearly twice as much as men.

13. Almost everyone who reads this post will try to lick their elbow.

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13 Simple and Funny Stress-Busting Exercises

1 ^st : Warming up
just like you're dancing


2^ND: Stretching
c'mon stretch those muscles


3^rd: the upper body exercise
gwaping pose


4th: lower body exercise (moving to left and back)
circle circle circle


5^th : lower body exercise (moving to right and back)
again...


6 ^th : Head exercise
(make sure to do the 2 ^nd part, it works!)

Part 1
turn around turn around till you get dizzzzzy


Part 2
head bang, you might get wiser ;-)


7 ^th: whole body exercise
parang bangag lang (as if you're high)


8^th: Let's Get Jiggly
parang tanga lang hehe (yeah, you look stupid)


9^th:More Power
parang nasasaniban (are you being possessed?)


10^th:Jumping exercise:
The Pose is the key,
but remember to jump!
Go higher!!!


11^th: Now, relax
exorcism of emily rose, madali lang yan' (its easy) effortless ;-)


12^th: Find a Partner


Find someone who is not afraid to be silly


13^th: It's a Wrap
Well done, bravo!

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Well, something made my day not-so boring anymore .. the blogfairy left me this message in my inbox:

Congratulations! You have touched people with your writing.
You are a blue-ribbon blogger!
YOUR BADGE:


Thank you, blogfairy! You really made me smile today.

Its a wonderful feeling to know that somebody is actually reading my blog entries. Its disappointing at times when blog hoppers just scan your page and never really bothers to read anymore, that's why we don't get as many comments as we would like to. Okay, enough ranting!

Have a nice day!

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Cool Slideshows!

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Thirteen of My Favorite Places in the Philippines

2. Boracay ~ I have been there several times but this is still my favorite get-away destination.. I'm scheduled to go back there again next month.

3. Camiguin ~ I have never been there and I would like to see the marvelous falls and everything else in this island

4. Tagaytay ~ just a few minutes away from my home and my favorite haven

5. Baguio ~ I would never tire watching the splendid view of the mountains

6. Puerto Galera ~ just a few hours from home, my friends and I often go here

7. Cebu ~ the oldest city in the Philippines... this photo is a shot of the luxurious resort Plantation Bay

8. Bohol ~ home of the famous Chocolate Hills, Tarsier and Panglao Island
I've been here once for a cousin's wedding and I like the place

9. Batanes ~ our storm capital but I really like to go here one day

10. Surigao ~ I've been here once and I would like to explore more of this place

11. Davao ~ home of Mt. Apo, the highest peak in the Philippines and the Eagle Farm

12. Makati ~ maybe not my usual get-away destination but this is where I work and I spent most of my time here

13. Cavite ~ There's no place like home and I'm a true-blooded Caviteña,
this photo was taken just outside my house

Note: Some photos taken from Google

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For me there's no better way to relax than to have a good book and coffee

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THIRTEEN CLASSIC BREAK-UP LINES 1. "We have to meet other people to see what it's like to be with someone else. I'm giving you that choice. If you come back to me, we'll both be better from having chosen freely." 2. "We are too different from each other." 3. "Maybe this is not the right time for us." 4. "I really think that we should break up." "Why?" "Because I don't know if I still love you." 5. "we are not growing anymore." 6. "I don't have feelings for you anymore." 7. "I just need space..." 8. "it was not meant to be ... so honey I am setting you free to look for your destiny" 9. "our time together was beautiful ... but I realized that there are still things I like to discover so ..." 10. " I've decided to move on with my life..." 11. "I just don't love you anymore..." 12. " You deserve someone better. That's not me." 13. And my favorite "It's not you, it's me..."

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