Is love something that we really can't live without? Enlighten me please ...
Love is passion, obsession, someone you can't live without. If you don't start with that, what are you going to end up with? Fall head over heels. I say find someone you can love like crazy and who'll love you the same way back. And how do you find him? Forget your head and listen to your heart. I'm not hearing any heart. Run the risk, if you get hurt, you'll come back. Because, the truth is there is no sense living your life without this. To make the journey and not fall deeply in love - well, you haven't lived a life at all. You have to try. Because if you haven't tried, you haven't lived.I don't know if I should be glad to have been able to love like crazy and fell head over heels for some guy at least one point in my life. I'm not sure now if I am still capable of such foolishness. But sometimes don't you just wish that you could not think about love and just listen to your heart, its a big risk, something that I'm not willing to take at this point. My fragile heart just couldn't take it anymore. I'm not giving up on love.. I'm actually looking forward to it and a few months ago I thought I had it, finally I am in love. But.... here I go again! I'm afraid I won't be able to keep this love again! Its sad and heartbreaking! What the hell is wrong with me? Why can't I stay in love? Why does my heart goes weary after a very short time? Is this another wrong guy? It can't be, he's almost perfect, he's everything that my heart wants and someone that I could really risk everything and be crazy once more then why am I not drooling anymore. Why does his text messages even his voice calls doesn't bring a smile to my face now? Why am I starting to feel unhappy again? My heart wants to scream there's awfully something terribly wrong with me and the worst thing is, I don't even know it. Do I just desperately wanted to be in love or maybe I'm just in love with the idea of being in love again?? I'm slowly going insane and desperately want to know why do I always fall out of love and why can't I stay in love? Help anyone??
~ Meet Joe Black
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