It’s almost dawn and I lay wide awake once more. I’ve been tossing and turning in my bed, trying desperately to fall asleep but my mind is off somewhere wandering and my thoughts are drifted to you. It doesn’t matter if I close or open my eyes, it’s your face that I see. I can still hear your laughter, and goodness I can even hear you breathing.

It’s been almost a year without you but why am I still missing you...


I thought I have let go of you... of the dream of us being together...

But still I hope, I dream, I wonder...

If by any chance somehow you’re thinking about me too.

Do you miss me the way I’m missing you?

But no, you’ve moved on and I stood still.

I don’t want to have any regrets, it was a choice I made but...

As I the dawn starts to welcome the sunrise, I can feel my heart breaking all over again...

My eyes wet with tears just like the dew in the morning as I think of you and how desperately I wanted to let you go... and another day is about to begin...

Labels: letting go, love, personal