I'm in love! I just wish I could blurt it out but I can't, I don't wanna tell a lie. I am no way near on being in love but I have to admit that there is someone very special in my heart right now, although I just know that love should be the last thing in my heart right now. Love remains to be elusive for me, or maybe it is simply not meant for me. There is so much going on in my heart right now, I am missing someone and he is hurting me and yet he's just not aware of the tears he's bringing to my eyes. When I saw him a few days back, I don't know whether to turn away or let our paths crossed but I just can't bring myself to be near him so I decided to just stare at him from a distance and I could feel my heart breaking all over again... my heart whispered when he started walking away, "there goes the one I love..." I looked at him until the last strand of his hair is out of my sight and I'll be content to remember that memory until the day I can see him again.
My heart is breaking, and there is nothing I can do about it.